There are different kind of addiction. There's for example the kind of alcoholic who drinks rarely, but if he does, he can't control it and always drink too much, while there are other addicts that need to drink every day. With me, it's like I'm able to control my addiction (mostly weed) pretty good for the most part and if I don't have anything to smoke, I may would love some, but I'm not going crazy over it. However, if I do have something to smoke, I don't show a lot of discipline, since I use to smoke without setting me much of a limitation (only things like I can't smoke now since I got to drive normally tell me to wait) I smoke a lot when I have something to smoke, but I have not much of a problem staying clean if I don't have anything to consume. Anyone has an idea what kind of addict that makes me?