There are many ways alcoholism can manifest. I am interested in hearing what and when you get your fixes. Do you drink daily, weekly, monthly? What kind do you drink? Beer? Wine? Hard Stuff? Do you think you are at the point of addiction? Drink until tipsy or full out black out drinking? Personally I only drink Friday and Saturday nights, mostly either red wines to get tipsy and loosen up, but there are also nights where I go full out drinking a bottle of vodka each night and frequently have to throw up afterwards. I mostly drink to distract myself from my depression.