So today is 4 actually almost 84 hours. I don’t feel like I can count full days yet because I’m still holding on with an iron grip to keep from falling. I was so thankful I woke up this morning, I had an irrational fear I wouldn’t. Anyhow I woke up feeling good, feeling better. I had gotten out of bed started some house things and 3 hours after waking I am here. I broke out into a clammy sweat and had the shakes. Well not shakes where I’m shaking but shaky inside. So now I’m sitting here updating and riding through another episode of physical yuck. But even with that today I feel good mentally, and I’ll probably be freaking out in an hour or so lol. This is a roller coaster I never want to get back on that’s for sure!