I honestly feel the same way. It's such a difficult situation finding all the answers seem so difficult. Yet based on what I have read you are making some progress especially as it relates to your own well being. You will know when you've had enough and what's necessary for your own sanity and happiness. I wish you well. Some will offer suggestions and others just want you to know we are here if only to listen. When all is said and done, make sure to protect you. I'm big on happy Friday..Great for you.