So I have been married for 12 years to my wife. We have an 8 and 6 year old. She tends to relapse once or twice a year she usually leaves the house when she does. This time she decided to stay home and it has been chaos. I tried to remain calm, but it is difficult. Right now, she hasn’t smoked for 4 days and is on a junk food, sugar and sleep binge. I am tired of it, and just want to give up. But my kids want mommy to feel better, so I help her. She is always sorry and says she really wants to stop, but doesn’t know how to. She tries to keep busy and go to NA meetings, but she seems to keep relapsing. I truly wish she would be sober, but I no longer know how to help her. I don’t talk to no one about this, my family doesn’t even know any of this. Her family stopped talking to her because of this. So I just feel that I am on my own with this situation. I do love her, but I am exhausted. I live with anxiety thinking when will she relapse again, and stop everything, work really, to keep my kids routines normal. I appreciate any feedback.