Dear heart, I totally understand and it's great you are seeking support and answers. Meth is a very addictive drug that changes the brain and turns those we love into monsters. I believed my fiance wants to stop but that drug gets a hold of a person and won't let go. My fiance made several promises and I wanted to believe them but I couldn't. This is the time to call upon your strength and do what you know is helpful. I stood by my love but told him I couldn't do it anymore unless he goes to rehab. He's pretty far gone on Meth and it saddens me. The best thing I've done is kept my promise to walk away if he didn't go. I had to. I lost myself in the madness. I don't do drugs and don't drink alcohol. Never have. I know that I needed off that rollercoaster of lies, cheating, and hurting. Everyone's different and I believe everyone has to make their own decision but I'm here if you need to chat. I'm praying for you both.