I've used Xanax for 4-5 years. Not that much, just 3 mg a day. I didn't even realize I was addicted, until I tried to quit 2 months ago. For about a week I had the scariest hallucinations imaginable (hearing, seeing and feeling things), I thought I was going mad. I was also completely paranoid and homicidal, I even threatened to kill someone at the doctor's office. Now, 2 months later, I'm still overly sensitive to light and sound. But the worst part is that I feel this intense anger all day long. For no apparent reason whatsoever I get extremely angry at people, sometimes for things that happened 10 or 20 years ago. It's ridiculous! But I just can't get rid of the anger, it's consuming me. Does anybody recognize these feelings? What can I do to make it go away? And I used to have a superb memory, but when I was on Xanax I started getting really forgetful, and I'm still like this. Will it get better with time? Thanks!