yes it has been a long road and there is a longer road to travel but this time you can do it sober and feel what it id like to have a happy ending. Everyone has the right to a happy life but it is up to you to make it that way. You are lucky to have been given another chance and this time you must make sure that you change the direction and get what it is that you want out of life. Life although hard, is magical with all the adventures and stories to tell but the main point is appreciate life and make your one the way that you would like it to be. Once you have gone into recovery, you can achieve anything because it takes a strong person to stay sober and live to tell the tale and recovery is the battle won already!