I was diagnosed with Lupus when I was 23, in PA. I moved to CO 10 years later.. And sought out every possible way to prevent pain. Now I am an addict. I have been doing oxys for over 9 years without fail. I am dyer need of help. I cannot risk losing my job, my career, my wife my son our family. I am highly considering a program but no one believes that I am as bad as I am. My wife has hip surgery and there were complications ...she is now an addict too. Now what.